Sep 132004
 

“And he that seeth me seeth him that sent me. ” (John 12: 45)

Some kind soul has just pushed you over a cliff and you feel yourself falling. As you fall, you suddenly have a “knowing” that there is nothing at the bottom, you are falling for eternity. You have a thought: “If I’m not falling, I must be flying for eternity, right?”

Within the human realm we use the symbol “flying” to signify success or an elevated state of consciousness. The problem with flying is that you have to come down sooner or later. What goes up must come down. Birds fly but they come down at some point.

Am I flying, or am I falling for eternity?

Freeze frame. Rewind movie to the beginning…..

Some kind soul has just pushed you over a cliff and you feel yourself falling. As you fall, you suddenly have a “knowing” that there is nothing at the bottom, you are falling for eternity. You have a few more realisations: there is no cliff; no one pushed you over; you’ve always been on your own. If there is no cliff, nor is there a bottom pulling you in, how come you’re moving? Movement needs a point of reference, from top to bottom. Where there is no top or bottom, there is no movement. You stop in mid-air. Where are you? Nowhere – now here. You are in a permanent state of rest.

As I rest in this state of nowhere, where there is no time or space, I’m aware that all there is is Me. This state of Me-ness is Infinity. I am also aware that Infinity contains all of us. Me-ness is you, all of us.

OK, time out, time out! How does Me-ness relate to the human experience?

In the human realm, I appear to be moving around and experiencing different realities. Since “all there is is me,” how can I be moving when I am everywhere present? The ground, my body, the world, the universe etc are simulations to experience different states of consciousness. In a state of Me-ness, there is no sense of self/other; we are all one. The problem starts when I see my identity as a flesh and blood woman called Enocia. In truth, my real identity is Me-ness.

All that Me-ness is, Enocia is.
Whoever sees Enocia sees Me-ness.

Another thing – all creations are simulations for Me-ness to express different states of consciousness. All creations contain all of Infinity.

A word of warning. I could easily delude myself and regard all of creation as discrete entities. For instance, I could see a dog as an animal that is way down beneath humans in the evolutionary tree, and separate from me. When I perceive a dog in this way, I am dreaming and experiencing creation as a dream. On the other hand, I could see the dog in terms of Me-ness appearing as a dog. In other words, whoever sees a dog sees Infinity. This way, I experience Me-ness appearing as a dog.

For me, there is only one choice: to be in a permanent state of Me-ness, the only true state there is; and experience life from that state, where I regard all of creation as Infinite, no matter how they appear.

How do I get to know Me-ness? Easy – know Me-ness appearing as Enocia and I know all of Me-ness.

Am I falling or flying? Nah, I am too busy being Me.

I am Infinity,
Enocia