Please note the writings on this blog are experiences, insights and realisations I have had based on my beliefs of reality. They also serve as notes and reminders for myself. They are not meant to instruct the reader in any way. If you can resonate with my experiences, brilliant! If not, brilliant!

All my love,
Enocia

For other writings see Being the Magic; Free to Be Me as Love; Free to Be Me; Love Always; Lucid Dreamer - Part 2; Lucid Dreamer; Destination Nowhere; Freedom, Expression, Being; Living as Love-Light; Home Sweet Home! - The Sequel; Home Sweet Home!; Infinite Life, Infinite Joy; The One in All, Vector8 Journals and Vector8 Writings.

“Mother,” I asked, “why don’t you teach others the method of living without food?”
My ambitious hopes for the world’s starving millions were nipped in the bud.
“No.” She shook her head. “I was strictly commanded by my guru not to divulge the secret. It is not his wish to tamper with God’s drama of creation. The […]

The other night, my mother and I watched some documentary on television about kids who were geniuses, and they made a big deal about how special these kids were.
“We are all geniuses in our own right,” I said.
“You’re right,” mum said.
“Take you, for example, you make the best stews in the whole world,” I said. […]

I was telling my friend that my mother attended a healing seminar recently where she’d witnessed lots of healing miracles. He asked if she was fired-up. I said she was but she’s coming down and finds she has to put what she’s learned into practice.
“You have to be there for her,” he said.
I know exactly […]

I don’t believe in supporting any causes or raising awareness for any charity. I used to but then I discovered my awareness was creating more harm than good. In other words, I was attracting more of what I was focused on. Here are a few examples:
At one time I was very interested in raising awareness […]

In a previous article called Inspiration I wrote:
“For me, inspiration is the raising of my frequency from the level where life is a grind to that of joy, wonder and effortless living. If I want to experience a life filled with joy and wonder, I have to be constantly inspired.”
Last night I watched American Idol […]

We had noted during all our journeys with these people that none of their clothing became soiled. We had remarked about this a great many times but had received no reply until this evening when, in answer to a remark made, our friend of the records said, “This may seem remarkable to you but it […]

Earlier this month I heard that a friend had passed away from lung cancer. It got me thinking about Ultrasound treatments.
What is ultrasound?
“Ultrasound is cyclic sound pressure with a frequency greater than the upper limit of human hearing.” Ultrasound
There are now various kinds of ultrasound treatments.
Maternity units use ultrasound based technology to view the unborn […]

When I didn’t hear my mother getting ready for church this morning, I figured she’d changed her mind. When she woke up she told me she had a splitting headache.
“I’m sorry to hear that,” I said.
“Thanks.”
As I know my mother believes in taking tablets I said, “Have you taken anything for the headache?”
“No, I’ll take […]

I have observed that there is always an answer to every question; a solution to every problem. The trick is to be very careful about the kinds of questions I ask.
Let’s say I ask “Why is life so difficult?”
The assumption in that question is that life is difficult. The Universe has no choice but to […]

Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody’s help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I’m not so self assured,
Now I find I’ve changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I’m feeling […]

I find it takes guts to follow your heart when everyone around you is afraid of rocking the boat.
Last night I watched one of my favourite films, Strictly Ballroom, which, for me, represents what it means to follow my heart regardless.
Scott Hastings, a talented ballroom dancer wants to do his own steps, which would mean […]

1: Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
2: For by it the elders obtained a good report.
3: Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear. Hebrews 11
When […]

During my bus journey this morning, a lady I usually see in the neighbourhood got on the bus. I smiled and said hello.
“Compliments of the season,” she said.
“Same to you,” I said.
After a while I said, “Have you done all your Christmas shopping then?”
She frowned.
“Do you celebrate Christmas?” I said.
“I haven’t even decided what I’m […]

Yesterday as I was doing the Hoovering, it felt like I was putting too much effort into it and it was making me feel exhausted. In thought I asked for help.
“Let us do the cleaning for you,” the Inner Voice said.
“You mean you want to help me clean?”
“No, not help you clean, let us do […]

A few days ago I started getting this strong urge to go to the west end. Yesterday evening, I figured that as I hadn’t been in a while, it would be fun to head to one of the bookshops in town and have a browse. As I was also dying to have a pee I […]

I was working on an idea for an article but it wasn’t coming together. I had a feeling the idea wasn’t seeking to be expressed right now, so I abandoned it. It was then I had another idea that wanted to be expressed NOW as this article. Here goes…
Once I was sitting in the local […]

It seems to me that I keep having repeated experiences until I assimilate whatever that experience is trying to reveal to me. I’m not saying this is the way for everyone, but I find that is how things work for me. That’s why it’s important for me to follow my own guidance.
A week ago I […]

As I was waiting for the bus this morning, I noticed an ambulance driving by. The ambulance had to abide by the traffic laws because its siren wasn’t on; and no cars moved out of its way.
All motorists, cyclists and pedestrians are aware that in an emergency situation normal traffic laws are suspended in order […]

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same If, Rudyard Kipling
It’s amazing what one thought can lead to.
On a bus journey, the area I was in reminded me […]

As I was browsing on the Internet, alternating between watching music videos and reading on a forum, I felt something ticklish on my forehead. I reached out to touch it but it was too fast. It crawled round my neck. I grabbed whatever it was, and flung it on the table. I discovered it was […]

Today is meant to be my special day.
First thing this morning my older brother rang to wish me Happy Birthday. I haven’t spoken to him in a couple of months. He said he would be coming round later with a card and gift. My mother came in to wish me Happy Birthday and I received […]

On the bus the other day, I noticed the woman beside me had a lovely handbag.
“I love your bag,” I said.
“Thank you, I won it in a raffle,” she said.
“That was lucky!” I smiled.
Since then, I’ve been thinking about what it means to be lucky or have luck.
Just before I left this morning my mother […]

So I noticed two spots on my arm. They weren’t there a moment ago. Where did they come from? I squeezed one and that part of my skin flared up. Out damn spot, out I say! Hang on a minute! Why do I zoom into this teeny-weeny imperfection when the rest of my arm is […]

Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. Matthew 7: 7-8
Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I […]

In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth and beings called Humours. God blessed Humours and gave them power to create joy and humour. God also warned Humours to avoid the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil or they will die.
Humours had a whale of a time being happy and jolly and […]

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. Matthew 6: 33-34
There is a television advert for a […]

This experience called earth is a dream I have consciously created so I can experience what it feels like to lose myself so I can find myself.
Trying to lose myself is a bit of a tall order because it is impossible for me to ever get lost.
Let’s say I am trying to find my way […]

Look in any newspaper or watch the news and you will see that the world appears to have many problems. Even if you don’t read or watch the news most of us appear to have personal problems to resolve. When you think you’ve sorted one problem out another one raises it’s ugly head. It could […]

I am Non-Judgment. By this I mean there is the Me that accept all that I am being without judgment. I have written elsewhere that, for me, writing is practising self-acceptance. The computer accepts everything I write without judgment. If I choose to edit what I’ve written, that’s fine; If I choose to delete the […]

On the bus a young man sat behind me and he started coughing and sneezing. I could also hear other passengers coughing and sneezing downstairs. To paraphrase Humphrey Bogart in Casablanca, of all the seat joints on this bus he has to sit right behind me.
What to do? I had three options.