The belief is that we are made up of our soul and our ego. The soul gives us the strength to make decisions and interact with people from a place of love. The Ego is the Satan within, it is there to throw chaos into our lives. Through this chaos we either feed the soul or feed the ego, more often than not we fall into the trap of feeding the latter however, if we can feed the soul from this chaos we can then appreciate the good that happens.

Thing is to recognise that the ego (satan) constantly makes us question our self worth. The ego wants to keep us small, wants to be the sole occupant of our bodies, wants to defeat the soul.

In your situation it seams as though you have so much and perhaps you don't feel worthy of it. When things go so right for us, we always want more, never satisfied with what we have got, this is just ego at play trying to sabotage all the good that you have. I would say feed your soul on all the good you can get right now, I bet you have had enough bad go on in your life to have earned what you have right now. I say lap it up ignore your ego and find a way of sharing your happines with others.

Kaballah teaches that when good things happen it is the creator who is rewarding you and the way to say thanks to this reward is by passing it on and sharing. If you keep it all for yourself then this is once again ego trying to be selfish.

I would say find a way of confronting any fears right now, its perfect opportunity for self growth, and find a way of giving back to the world in some way. I dunno, maybe do some voluntary work, donate to a charity do something good!

Sorry if I sound like a preacher here, I'm just so excited by this new way of thinking. I love it!! Hence why I'm replying to you, I'm happy because of this new information, so I share the info and let other people hopefully benefit!

Does this all make sence?