Your feeling of emptiness sounds very familiar. I'm sure many can relate to it. You chase dreams that you believe will make you happy and yet you still feel empty.

I believe what you're really seeking is the Soul, your True Self. Soul gives one's life purpose and meaning. My suggestion: ask for your Soul/True Self to fill you up with its Love and Light and guide you in all you do.

All my love,
Enocia
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