So true, as your post has a lot and I mean a lot points of recognition to me in there: once you've seen the world as it really is from a non-egoic point of view, you absolutely do not wish to back to the old cage ego did keep me in.

Ego is trying to gain its throne back, but it is a lost fight in me. My current non-judgement status is one of the most profound states I've been in and all of my decisions I've made in my life, all of my own responsibilities ever taken have lead me here to this very point.

It's the transformation from a Minddriven life to a Souldriven status where I still use the capabilities from my mind to inform me on the subject of negativity towards me.
My mind has become a truly worthy advisor in me and therefore has found it's long pursued Peace of Mind, nice and quiet.

From this point on I surrendered to the flow of energy I become of because it is a strong, good, essential, patient form of energy everyone can obtain but not by force.

By letting go of the mind purposed decisions all has become clear and a knowing has risen again in me, leading a non-judgement life with purpose and meaning.

therefore: Hear, hear, traumer,

arjen
LR7